My Dam Obituary – Tungsten Light

26 Apr 2005 | Poetry

I'm the undefinable water-
from one stream to another- passing back and forth.
Obstacle course is lifey tributary.
Arrival point: my dam obituary.

I am the end of this road-
hoping in hope for going alone.

Listen while I tell you why you
do not make your life about you.
This darkness can't make me come back.
I'm second-best in pasty death.
Look to me for your convincing
when ideas say that you're exempt.

The times in tungsten-light
flicker like the bulb was on my head.
This current won't keep
        up the tungsten-light.

                But we know how not to care;
                those ways've been paved on the path of the past,

                and that's why it's called "The Past."

The times in utter darkness
can't make me come back –
I'm second-best in pasty death
        and you're first on that path.

                It doesn't undo what's already been
                'cause you can't take back a damned thing you did.

                -and that's why it's called "The Past."

The times in understanding
foster carelessness sometimes.
Our truth has become a lie
        and we can't change a thing.

                There are factors that weigh in our circumstances.
                There's things that change us from what's been done.

                -and that's why it's called "The Past."

My Dam Obituary – Tungsten Light

by Chris Lorensson | Slurp, Gulp and Start on Sounds

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